new phone yeay!

smlm satu hari kuar, dari tengahari smpi la malam. R fetched me around 1245 (dia lambat sbb mandikan miyu + siram pokok + gi dobi) hehe sabo je lah. takpalah, tak kisah... gi awal pun buat penat je nak tunggu berbuka.

we went straight to jalan TAR, orang ramai nya ya Allah.. mcm ulat taik. tapi ada jugak la space nak menyelit, since im 'space-efficient' hehe. kitorg park kat Quality Hotel, jalan jauh skit la tapi convenient sbb tak payah nak lalu jalan sesak depan SOGO tu.

baru 20 minit pusing rasa rimas dah. ramai sgt orang. kalau ada asma mmg confirm kena sedut inhaler. pusing2 lagi terjumpa la benda yg aku cari. beli sampai 7 shawl. satu RM10, tapi dpt diskon RM2. kira ok lah, murah gak sbb kain tebal. rasa cam nak tukar style tudung.. dah boring kot tgk style sama je hehe. pastu gi pusing city bazaar, since R tak penah jejak kaki lagi kat situ. pastu gi PERTAMA complex, beli charger. RM15 je yg cap ayam nye. terserempak dgn Nana PA GM. hahaha lantak lah.

ptg skit tu kitorg gi param kat pandan. dah 2 kali gi situ. not bad la the food, banyak choice. bought some kuih and meehun sup. terus gi umah kak ita, berbuka ramai2 kat sana. first time gak la R pi umah kekta :) best gak tomyam dgn kerabu mangga yg pak syed beli.. iskisk. rasa cam nak makan lagi nanti. syok tengok R layan insyirah n luqman, dia mmg suka budak2. (ehem.. markah tinggi kat situ hehe).. kuat je dia angkat dua2 ekoq budak tu. tgk badan la kan :p

dlm kul 9 me n R terus shoot gi USJ, gi amik hp kat aefa. hurmm takdela excited sgt dpt phone tu. im far more excited having the thought that i could reduce my phone bill when me and R switch to CELCOM family plan. ngeeeeeee! :)

this is how me cell looks like :) awesome innit? :D

trying to feel calm..

hmm... i supposed its not easy not to think about getting a new job after few series of interviews eh? well, among all interviews that ive been, ni je interview yg aku rasa aku nak sangat dapat. but tak boleh put high hope since ramai lagi candidates lain yg layak. :( tak apa lah, at least dah try kan. (trying to make myself feel better).

tipu la kalau tak terpikir je pasal tu. it keeps popping on my head on alternate minutes. gila. apa2 pun aku kena ready utk terima sebarang keputusan, be it good or bad... haih. kalau takde rezeki kat situ, rezeki ada kat tempat lain, kan? :)

with god's will..

finally, the most anticipated interview is over. i woke up at 4 am, tak ingat la mimpi apa tapi ada la related dengan interview. i was so nervous, sampai termimpi2 pasal interview. pastu yg bestnya, hari ni nak interview, malam tadi R kena gi ofis amik all my important documents and pic. astaga.. nampak sgt aku tak ready. kesian dia, dah la penat smlm berbuka dgn kwn2 dia kat sogo.

pastu pepagi je lepas sahur baru sedar aku tak print latest resume. aduh!! tak tau nak ckp mcm mana kat abah, for sure la abah marah kan sbb dari dulu lagi dia selalu pesan suruh ready barang awal2. ehehe.. i called R at 615am, nasib baik dia sedar gak bunyi phone tu. kesian dia, i had to ask him to go to office and print my resume and send to me at klcc. :( kalau org dapat kerja kat situ, i owe u big time dear :)

i reached klcc around 745. blardy early. interview starts at 9. but ok la, at least i get to see the envinroment and the ppl. R came at 750 and bawak round jalan2 and isi minyak jap. hehe comel je. i was so nervous til i can hear my tummy grousing. ada vibrator kot kat dalam perut. dah mmg sakit perut for few days though, tapi buat bodo je.

sharp at 8, amik visitor pass kat counter. yg bestnya, boleh plak tak ingat room number, ingat tingkat 37 je. aduh apa la nak jadi ni. masok2 je kat atas tu, gi toilet dulu. cirit la plak. tapi ok la, at least tak la kacau masa interview nanti.

there were few candidates, around 12 kot. tak kira lak. but not too many. we were placed in 2 rooms, and we get to know each other, well. ice breaking session la. diorang semua budak scholar, sorang accounting, sorang legal, sorang engine dari manchester uni, and sorang lagi budak utp. aku je 'outsider'. kinda felt left out but who cares, lets kick some ass! (rhyme la plak)

the first task was writing test. the instruction was "tell us about yourself by giving one adjective' and please elaborate". something like that. mak aih i dont even remember what adjective is. puas aku pikir, and i chose the word 'hype'. dah habis buat test tu baru sedar hype is not an adjective. what d hell. lantak lah, what past is past hahaha. stupid.

cik saiful yg handle interview tu muka dia familiar nak mampus. i think ive seen him somewhere.. in the train maybe. dia tu kejap kerek kejap ok. agak tak paham la. but tak kisah la since he's really helpful. lepas tu, dia bagi kitorg sorang satu case study. orang lain nye case study cam senang je. email addiction, wildlife preservation la, aku plak kena apa ntah kena mengena dgn prescribe drugs and science. i was like "whattttt????" i had to go through the passages for 10 times kot baru nak paham what the story is all about. damn. we were given few blank papers to scribble down any points we want, since benda tu yg diorg nak tanya masa interview nanti. gulp!!

we had to take turns.. and it was already 11. rasa cam cepat je masa berlalu. i was already a bit nervous. my palms were sweaty. the view was nice though, can see my office. oh ya, kak shima sms pagi2 tanya dah mention kat boss ke belum. i had to tell them im on EL since ada sedara meninggal. mmg ada pun sedara meninggal tapi 2 hari lepas la. gheeeeeeeeee.

sedar2 je tetiba saiful dah panggil nama aku. dia suruh masuk bilik 3707. nampak ada sorang pakcik yg rambut dia tak berapa banyak dalam tu. but he was alone. bilik lain semua ada 2 org panel. wow. im THAT lucky eh this time? orang lain semua aku tengok muka toya je dlm bilik yg ada 2 org panel. fuhfuh!! aku buat konon2 cam confident.. ketuk la pintu tu, bagi salam, sengih cam kerang busuk, and got in n duduk diam.

as usual, intro diri, personal and work scope. i notice this bald fella is very welcoming, very pleasing and his hospitality makes me eager to join this blardy company ahhahaha ya rite. lepas intro tu, kitorg discuss case study. he said there is no right or wrong, he just wanted to know how i think. ok.. whatever. masa tu la aku hentam je pape yg patut. tak tau la dia rasa aku ni mcm mana. only god knows.

the next stage is.. dia tanya "what would you do if u find your colleage not doing her job?" tetiba aku teringat budak kat ofis tu. and aku jawab je la sejujurnya, i was being myself. my pure self.
the last part baru role play. aku jadi manufacturing plant manager, dia jadi environmental health officer. ada 2 cards, the second one was a bit tricky. but all in all, ada la fumble here and there, but it was all OK. but tak tau la pakcik tu pikir apa kan. nak je tanya dia tp tak tanya la kan.

then, he asked me whether i have questions or not. i asked him the time frame for me to get reply from HR whether or not i am selected/shortlisted and the criteria theyre looking for this position (ni soalan beria je). masa dia jawab tu aku dah tak boleh focus, my eyes were looking at his but my mind was somewhere else hahahha.

abis je interview, duduk balik dalam bilik. ada maths test and comprehension test. bedal je la, saiful pun cakap test tu tak penting, yg penting masa dalam bilik interview tu je. he said im lucky since cik affendi (masa ni baru aku tau nama pakcik tu) ni baik. dia kata biasa kalau jumpa cik affendi tu mmg rezeki la tu. well tanak la termakan sgt ckp dia takut aku over excited sekali apa pun tak dapat. im being neutral now, but im happy i didnt reject the interview. cant believe i actually went for the interview!

another interview secured!

omg, cam tak caya je pagi tadi ada la this one fella called from this renowned company, 'P'. dari awal mamat tu intro, aku dah sceptical dah sbb dah setahun apply keje situ. And masa dia call tu pun aku dah cam nak taknak je jawab, mcm nak tergelak2 etc. I couldnt believe my ears!! ingatkan ada la manusia nak kenakan aku.. hahaha..

the funny part is that me and R mentioned about this particular company last 2 nights. I even said "kalau dpt kerja situ, bonus 5 bulan, dapat duit terus kahwin!" wah wah.. dream comes true? tak lagi kot?

i called siti just know and tanya dia apa2 yg patut pasal interview kat situ since dia baru je masok sana seminggu. well, as i expected, there are few stages that i shud pass, yg tak bestnya, all stages in ONE fucking day. damn! ada verbal test, numerical test, role play & case study - presentation. mak ai mampus aku!! tak tau la boleh buat ke tak nanti, since aku nye confidence level ni cam hampeh. haih..

well.. doa je lah yg boleh buat sekarang, ari baik bulan baik ni.. harap2 Allah makbulkan la doa aku.. aminn!!

btw smlm kitorg satu family + R pegi berbuka sambil celebrate bday mak kat bora asmara, sg penchala. the food was awesome, ye la mana tak awesome, harga pun boleh tahan, RM45/pax. makan dari berbuka til 9pm, agak berbaloi la jugak, sbb rasa cam bayar sekali dgn food + ambience + live band + the happiness and togetherness :)



notice the happy faces? except abah, dia kenyang sgt smpi takleh nak senyum haha. we had a great time there, and R's presence really brightened up me day :)

new phone

ari ni dah 11 hari puasa. cepat tul masa berlalu. pejam celik dah dekat 2 weeks. pastu lagi 2 minggu gak la nak raya. sedih tul taun ni takde baju raya. takpela, pakai je la apa ada hehe.

semalam kitorg ramai2 berbuka kat IKEA. Jerah the mak buyung and ayman, aefa + uno and me + R. it was aefa's second time meeting him. rasanya dia mmg ok je get along dgn bebudak tu semua. kira ok lah, since he's the 'eldest' in the 'family' hehe. tak sempat jumpa dira, dia datang lambat sgt kot.

perut jerah dah besar, seronok lak tengok org pregnant. baby due bulan depan, 22 oct. ish ish. another new chapter in life. me? long way to go. hehe.

smlm gak aefa cucuk aku beli phone baru dia. SE k618i. dia baru beli tak sampai sebulan tapi nak jual balik sbb dia tak biasa guna SE. ish ish sabau je la. phone best lak tu hehe. last2 aku termakan gak racun, aefa jual RM600. tapi pagi tadi dia sms ckp nak jual RM630 lak since phone baru yg dia nak beli tu RM930. cis. hehe takpela, cincai sudah. and smlm gak la dapat jual phone kat Amat. im selling it for RM300. blardy cheap kan? =/

mlm ni nak jumpa both Amat and aefa. nak amik n hantar phone. tapi kena cari/beli charger dulu since aku dah hilangkan ntah ke mana ntah la. isk2.

happy bday mak!

its already 2 am and im wide awake. R just got back, dia bukak puasa sama² dgn mak, abah n me. we wanted to go terawikh tapi sakit badan la pulak. (ada je alasan!) by 12am, mak and abah dah selamat tido and kitorg layan tv je. hmm ari (pagi) ni mak nye bday.. tak sempat wish lagi sbb mak tidoq awal ehhehe. esok pagi la wish time sahur. she's already 55 this year.. how time flies eh? rasa macam baru je mak umur 45-50 camtu.

me and my sisters dah share duit beli pressie kat mak, bagi in advance lagi. Me and R went to the Curve, kitorg pilih la jam mana yang sesuai utk mak. the price? ok la since kitorg share 3 org, so sorang bayar RM150. mak already has enough bottles of perfume and bags in her closet. So we decided to buy her a watch this year. hope mak likes it..

mak, i love you to bits, and i can never imagine life without you. mak doala orang dapat kerja gaji banyak skit.. i really want to repay you and abah.. and please pray for my happiness as well.. i think i have found the right guy.. its just a matter of time :) lastly.. semoga mak dipanjangkan umur + dimurahkan rezeki.. mwahhhh :)

omg!

ok. here we go again. cant believe im actually writing in my new blog. well i have reasons why i have a second blog, but lemme just keep it to myself.

there's nothing much to tell but today's hot story - the naked body found in a sports bag is actually nurin jazlin. There are few things that keep on spinning in me head though - first, ada jugak orang tergamak nak buat mcm tu kat budak kecik yang innocent sampai mak bapak dia tak cam mayat anak sendiri. Second, ada ura-ura cakap bapak dia penagih dadah dan berhutang dengan seseorang. So kononnya ada muslihat disebalik kehilangan Nurin, tak tau la sejauh mana kebenarannya.

Apa pun yg jadi, harap jadi iktibar kat semua parents. First, jangan biar anak jalan sendiri, tak kisah la jarak dekat ke jauh ke, anything can happen these days. People will do anything for money, sexual desire, bla bla yada yada. Parents should monitor their children more, be it boys or girls - greed knows no bounds.

nauzubillah..