today marks the second day as an unemployed. hehe. woke up at 1030 (heavennnnn!!) and my stomach started to grumble. ye lah, aku tak dinner semalam. hmm :>
bangun2 je terus makan nasik lemak abah beli. abah kuar gi klang. mak kerja. cicik kerja. mcm biasa, i was all alone. lepas makan nasik lemak, terus edit gambar linda. dah siap edit gambar sanding, yg tandang punya sikit pun aku tak transfer dari camera lagi. damn. tinggal baper hari je lagi nak setel. tak tau la sempat ke tak =/
pastu aku update FP since linda dah tak sabar sgt nak tengok. i was quite happy with the outcome. imagine what i can do if im a fulltime photog (pinjam ayat syg). mesti aku edit kaw kaw nye. linda, your lucky that im on leave for a week. hehehe.
petang kuar dgn raja.. dah janji nak tgk movie. ive been dying to watch 27 dresses since last month. i love katherine heigl. she's natural and sweet. she could be the next jennifer aniston, kot? plus, the movie is about weddings! 27 dresses; a nice movie overall. not so fast, not so slow, good plot, pleasing-to-the-ear soundtracks and good cordination (puji lebih lak). and raja knew i was so into the movie (hehhehe i love u busyup!) well.. he always notice the unnoticeables (tho my face really shows how i feel sometimes hehe..)
on the way home, i did something terrible. raja was storytelling abt his bestfren, then i started to sing. silly me!! i shouldnt have done that in the first place and i felt soooooooooo bad.. and raja was kinda agitated with me. :( im terribly sorry sayang.. i promise i wont repeat the same stupid mistake. huk. it was so insensitive of me.. :(
and for the rest of the night, i feel bad.
but gotta get ready for tomorrow. a second big step, kena sign loan agreement! fuh.. my first time signing contracts. eh wait! ive signed something similar last monday. loan keter! haha. so this would be my 3rd big step. oh wait. wats the first one?? oh yea, tukar kerja! gheez.. its just the first quarter of the yr and im already changing my career, buy a new car for mak n abah and applied for loans. it shows that im old enough now. im bloody 26 this yr!! erkkkkk.
Friday, March 28, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
maka bermulalah..
hari ni first day aku duduk rumah. semalam dah resign tapi belum official. tak bagi surat resign lagi. sbb ape? sbb aku dok tunggu bank rakyat tak approve2 lg loan application aku. lembab. sangat. selagi diorg tak bg aku sign loan tu, selagi tu aku tak boleh bagi tender. sbb? nnt leceh aku nak kena reapply bila masuk pet. dem.
semalam, hari paling sedih untuk tahun ni. boss buat small gathering. boss belanja nasik lemak ayam sorang sepinggan. first time aku tengok kak bedah letak lapik meja siap dgn mangkuk tembikar ada isi sambal dgn timun kat dalam tu. sebelum2 ni tak pernah lak deco secantik tu (I was flattered, really!).
boss started the majlis by saying good luck to me. (aku tak nangis lagi, sempat lagi dok shoot sana sini guna digicam abah). pastu boss suruh aku cakap. oh shit. this is it! aku ckp thanks kat boss sbb hire aku bla bla yada yada. and terima kasih sbb banyak ajar aku psl ofis. aku started off with Za. aku tak sangka aku tercakap kat dia yang aku tau dia marah aku masa kat bandung tu. haha. well, aku tak suka pendam. aku bukan jenis org yg pendam. aku kena luahkan. kalau tak, aku rasa rimas. masa tu air mata mencurah2. i could barely talk. but i survived.
move on to fadul. i didnt have anything much to say to him. aku just ckp thanks and selamat bekerja kat situ (takde idea). pastu dgn kak bedah. pun takde idea walaupun aku tau aku banyak dosa dgn dia. :( aku ckp aku syg dia, aku minta maaf kalau terkasar. orang penang mmg kasar (sempat buat lawak).
kat dash, aku ckp ini la time utk dia shine and dpt recognition dari boss. (konon aku ni mcm rival dia.. podah!) aku ckp thank you for the friendship, walaupun dulu pernah bergaduh, but im glad things are the way it used to be now. (aku syahdu gila masa ni tapi berjaya tahan). time kak shima, aku dah blank. aku tgk kak shima dari awal dah nangis. ramai yg nangis, aku rasa semua nangis termasuk boss. aku tak sangka diorg akan nangis (tipu!). tp fadul tak nangis la kan.. kalau dia nangis mau aku pelik kejap kot.
aku ckp aku plg rapat dgn kak shima. kak shima banyak ajar aku psl kerja, pasal life. aku ckp kak shima banyak ajar aku erti sabar. which is true. im a different person now. (maybe sbb aku dah tua sama kot) hmm. aku dah tak tau nak ckp apa. aku tanak kehilangan kak shima. sbb aku syg dia. aku anggap dia mcm kakak aku sendiri. ntah2 lebih dari kakak aku.. kat kak aju pun sama.. aku ckp thanks and sorry for everything. aku tau aku banyak lukakan hati diorg.. tp aku tak perfek. thats what i said to them. harap diorg maafkan aku dan halal segala makan minum aku kat situ.
satu hari aku tak buat kerja sgt. banyak melepak. badan aku kat ofis tapi kepala aku merewang ke tempat lain. tapi bukan di petronas. aku tak rasa hati aku kat petronas. hati aku di bernama. aku sedih sgt. sedih tinggalkan kawan2 rapat. sedih sbb banyak kenangan kat situ. almost 2 yrs aku kat sana. banyak yg aku belajar. dan sekarang, aku blah bila boss dah start percayakan aku. inilah takdir, kot? aku harap nasib aku lebih baik di petronas although i dunno whats gonna happen to me there. aku harap rezeki aku lebih murah. aku harap kehidupan aku lebih happy (sbb ada duit lebih boleh simpan utk savings) dan beranak pinak later.
aku sgt sedih.
nak balik tu, kak shima, kak bedah n darsh jumpa aku lagi. kak shima cakap aku special. omg. aku hampir2 nangis. tp dalam hati mmg dah nangis gila. aku tahan. aku tak tau mcm mana nak tengok mata kak shima. aku rasa sedih sgt. rasa bersalah sbb terpaksa tinggalkan dia. ikutkan hati, aku tak sanggup tinggalkan bernama. aku sayang sgt kat diorg. :(
petronas jahat!! tak apalah, jarah ofis tak jauh mana. aku harap aku dpt jumpa diorg kat luar ofis. maybe aku boleh lepak kat ampang park. maybe diorg pun boleh jumpa aku kat klcc. masa tu nanti, mesti semua indah. :)
hari ni mmg totally wasted. aku duduk rumah, tak buat apa. indahnya rasa menjadi penganggur terhormat! (even if its just for a week). hari yg tak produktif. aku bangun lambat. qadha tido sampai lemau. aku update iklan DS dgn marryme kat few websites (FOC of course). tak kuasa aku nak bayar utk advertisement dah.
petang, kul 430 kuar amik mak kat ofis. singgah tgk rumah kj. aku tak paham apsal abg syed nak letak tiles penuh2 kat dining hall. gila kampung! mak cakap, tu rumah dia, kita tak boleh cakap apa. tapi aku cakap, mmg la rumah dia, tapi kita yang bayar sewa. suka hati laa kan? aku tak kira. aku nak pasang gak cermin besar kat dining hall tu. aku rasa mcm tak best gak sbb aku tak dpt buat apa yg aku nak. ye lah, skang ni aku tak bayar sewa full. tp bila aku kawin, aku bayar full, aku rasa aku ada hak nak tukar apa2 kat rumah tu. ego ke? tak sensitive ke aku? keras kepala? kurang ajar? tak respek? apa2 lah. i will discuss with raja nak ubah memana yang patut kat rumah tu nanti (lepas kawin).
esok, hari kedua lepak. tak ada plan. keluar dgn busyup. rindu ngat!!
semalam, hari paling sedih untuk tahun ni. boss buat small gathering. boss belanja nasik lemak ayam sorang sepinggan. first time aku tengok kak bedah letak lapik meja siap dgn mangkuk tembikar ada isi sambal dgn timun kat dalam tu. sebelum2 ni tak pernah lak deco secantik tu (I was flattered, really!).
boss started the majlis by saying good luck to me. (aku tak nangis lagi, sempat lagi dok shoot sana sini guna digicam abah). pastu boss suruh aku cakap. oh shit. this is it! aku ckp thanks kat boss sbb hire aku bla bla yada yada. and terima kasih sbb banyak ajar aku psl ofis. aku started off with Za. aku tak sangka aku tercakap kat dia yang aku tau dia marah aku masa kat bandung tu. haha. well, aku tak suka pendam. aku bukan jenis org yg pendam. aku kena luahkan. kalau tak, aku rasa rimas. masa tu air mata mencurah2. i could barely talk. but i survived.
move on to fadul. i didnt have anything much to say to him. aku just ckp thanks and selamat bekerja kat situ (takde idea). pastu dgn kak bedah. pun takde idea walaupun aku tau aku banyak dosa dgn dia. :( aku ckp aku syg dia, aku minta maaf kalau terkasar. orang penang mmg kasar (sempat buat lawak).
kat dash, aku ckp ini la time utk dia shine and dpt recognition dari boss. (konon aku ni mcm rival dia.. podah!) aku ckp thank you for the friendship, walaupun dulu pernah bergaduh, but im glad things are the way it used to be now. (aku syahdu gila masa ni tapi berjaya tahan). time kak shima, aku dah blank. aku tgk kak shima dari awal dah nangis. ramai yg nangis, aku rasa semua nangis termasuk boss. aku tak sangka diorg akan nangis (tipu!). tp fadul tak nangis la kan.. kalau dia nangis mau aku pelik kejap kot.
aku ckp aku plg rapat dgn kak shima. kak shima banyak ajar aku psl kerja, pasal life. aku ckp kak shima banyak ajar aku erti sabar. which is true. im a different person now. (maybe sbb aku dah tua sama kot) hmm. aku dah tak tau nak ckp apa. aku tanak kehilangan kak shima. sbb aku syg dia. aku anggap dia mcm kakak aku sendiri. ntah2 lebih dari kakak aku.. kat kak aju pun sama.. aku ckp thanks and sorry for everything. aku tau aku banyak lukakan hati diorg.. tp aku tak perfek. thats what i said to them. harap diorg maafkan aku dan halal segala makan minum aku kat situ.
satu hari aku tak buat kerja sgt. banyak melepak. badan aku kat ofis tapi kepala aku merewang ke tempat lain. tapi bukan di petronas. aku tak rasa hati aku kat petronas. hati aku di bernama. aku sedih sgt. sedih tinggalkan kawan2 rapat. sedih sbb banyak kenangan kat situ. almost 2 yrs aku kat sana. banyak yg aku belajar. dan sekarang, aku blah bila boss dah start percayakan aku. inilah takdir, kot? aku harap nasib aku lebih baik di petronas although i dunno whats gonna happen to me there. aku harap rezeki aku lebih murah. aku harap kehidupan aku lebih happy (sbb ada duit lebih boleh simpan utk savings) dan beranak pinak later.
aku sgt sedih.
nak balik tu, kak shima, kak bedah n darsh jumpa aku lagi. kak shima cakap aku special. omg. aku hampir2 nangis. tp dalam hati mmg dah nangis gila. aku tahan. aku tak tau mcm mana nak tengok mata kak shima. aku rasa sedih sgt. rasa bersalah sbb terpaksa tinggalkan dia. ikutkan hati, aku tak sanggup tinggalkan bernama. aku sayang sgt kat diorg. :(
petronas jahat!! tak apalah, jarah ofis tak jauh mana. aku harap aku dpt jumpa diorg kat luar ofis. maybe aku boleh lepak kat ampang park. maybe diorg pun boleh jumpa aku kat klcc. masa tu nanti, mesti semua indah. :)
hari ni mmg totally wasted. aku duduk rumah, tak buat apa. indahnya rasa menjadi penganggur terhormat! (even if its just for a week). hari yg tak produktif. aku bangun lambat. qadha tido sampai lemau. aku update iklan DS dgn marryme kat few websites (FOC of course). tak kuasa aku nak bayar utk advertisement dah.
petang, kul 430 kuar amik mak kat ofis. singgah tgk rumah kj. aku tak paham apsal abg syed nak letak tiles penuh2 kat dining hall. gila kampung! mak cakap, tu rumah dia, kita tak boleh cakap apa. tapi aku cakap, mmg la rumah dia, tapi kita yang bayar sewa. suka hati laa kan? aku tak kira. aku nak pasang gak cermin besar kat dining hall tu. aku rasa mcm tak best gak sbb aku tak dpt buat apa yg aku nak. ye lah, skang ni aku tak bayar sewa full. tp bila aku kawin, aku bayar full, aku rasa aku ada hak nak tukar apa2 kat rumah tu. ego ke? tak sensitive ke aku? keras kepala? kurang ajar? tak respek? apa2 lah. i will discuss with raja nak ubah memana yang patut kat rumah tu nanti (lepas kawin).
esok, hari kedua lepak. tak ada plan. keluar dgn busyup. rindu ngat!!
Monday, March 24, 2008
tiada tajuk lagi.
dah kul 5.30 pagi.. ive been awake since 4 bloody a.m. again, for the very time, aku kena diarrhoea. bloody hell. dah baper kali dah pegi kenduri kena cirit birit ni. i will make sure my wedding nanti no one will ever kena anything. :(
but today's one wasnt that bad. thank god i still have last year's prescription (last year???). i didnt want to wait any longer.. i cant be bothered to go to clinic at this hour. malas la. telan je lah ubat lama tu. i think its working now.
my busyup replied my text and i called him right after. tengok2 dia pun cirit. must be the blardy food at the wedding. harap2 linda n hubby tak kena sama.
its almost 6am now. better get ready for work. well.. i dont want to be on mc today.. since tomorrow wud be my last day.. a new life is approaching.. haih..
im so happy to leave for petronas.. but on the other hand.. im exxxxxxxtremely sad!! i will surely miss my dearest frens esp shima and dash.. za oso.. she's been nice to me as well.. guys, i wish you luck in everything you do.. and please pray for me.. i dunno whats waiting for me there.. i hope i can make it.. i will change, for the better insya allah.. sayang pls pray for me and for US too.. huk huk :(
id better go.
but today's one wasnt that bad. thank god i still have last year's prescription (last year???). i didnt want to wait any longer.. i cant be bothered to go to clinic at this hour. malas la. telan je lah ubat lama tu. i think its working now.
my busyup replied my text and i called him right after. tengok2 dia pun cirit. must be the blardy food at the wedding. harap2 linda n hubby tak kena sama.
its almost 6am now. better get ready for work. well.. i dont want to be on mc today.. since tomorrow wud be my last day.. a new life is approaching.. haih..
im so happy to leave for petronas.. but on the other hand.. im exxxxxxxtremely sad!! i will surely miss my dearest frens esp shima and dash.. za oso.. she's been nice to me as well.. guys, i wish you luck in everything you do.. and please pray for me.. i dunno whats waiting for me there.. i hope i can make it.. i will change, for the better insya allah.. sayang pls pray for me and for US too.. huk huk :(
id better go.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
ngeeeee!!
its been a REALLY hectic week for both of us. nasib baik raja tgh sem break. kalau tak, mesti mcm2 benda lagi yg pending. sebaik gak la client pi kensel job last week.. kalau tak.. mmg tak tido malam la kitorg
aku lega sgt2 sbb dpt abiskan wat album k aisyah. dpt submit everything today.. since shes going back to UK tomorrow. tp pada jugak lah.. 2-3 mlm kitorg tido kul 3-4 pagi. Raja pun sian sgt kt dia.. dia ada 2 job yg pending.. 2 hari tido kul 6-7 pagi. dgn projek notpot dia lagi tu.. iskisk sian syg org tupp.. meh nak re-cap.
monday 10/3
aku mc.. malas nak gi keje sebenarnye.. bg alasan sakit perut. tp tgh menses la pun. doc mcm bengang je hehehe. lantak lah. mak pun cuti ari ni. supposed balik penang tp mak tak sihat.. tak balik ngundi pun. speaking of which, aku takut la nnt.. tah ape nak jd dgn penang.. silap2 satu ari nnt aku takde kampung dah. god forbid! ari ni ingat nak gi buat medical check up tp takleh amik urine.. baik x yah gi je.
tuesday 11/3
gi kerja mcm biasa. malas gak sebenarnye. tp pegi je lah. nothing much happened, just that we went to the mines, had a meet up with a client (muaz - he's alexz's brova)
wed 12/3
took a day off today, went for medical check up at drs young n newton. i fuking hate the staff there. fucking arrogant n unfrendly to the bones!! damn. dont act like ure the doctor-know-all when ure just some bloody nurses whokayy!!? *(&@%*(@&%*@. i had to get my urine recheck since im on the verge of the 'closure of menses' err.. is there such word??? hehehe..
thurs 13/3
i finally popped the news to me boss and she looked bitter. well.. i know she's starting to love me (in a way of course) and she's started to hv faith in me since multaqa the other day. i worked my ass off and now it pays off! heck.. i told her that its hard for me to leave the department since im already closed with everybody else, its not about her, nor the fellas, i just need a career change. i told her i need to do something for myself, for my future. yeah i kept on babbling til i almost shed a tear.
ptg gi jmpa laila kurma.. gi beli lagi sample n kurma utk k ajue, esok dia nak dtg amik kat office. pastu mlm gi jmpa k malini.. dia nak test kurma.
fri 14/3
came late to office, had to go for another (blarrrrrrdy!!) urine test. as expected, i failed!!! not again!! i almost cried and yelled in front of d (blarrrrrrdy!!) doc. tapi doc tu sgt garang.. i kept cool and he gave me some meds. and now i must comply to the course or else i'll fail another test. demmitt!! and the meds cost me (blarrrrrrdy!!) RM63!! masuk office dah half day, no one in the office. sebaik boss tak marah. darsh helped me a lot la this morning.. dia dah masukkan story dlm web. kalau tak lg terkangkang la aku hari ni. boss gi tgk sedara dia meninggal.. kak bedah gi meeting benita (betina ke benita?? haha) fadol pegi solat jumaat.. za coti.. k aju n k shima mmg tgh maternity leave and darsh was on EL. fuh. sunyi sepi.
mlm pegi jumpa azian.. gi beli bekas teloq tembikar.. i kinda like her products.. lain dari yg lain.. pastu g jmpa lg sorang potential client dia nak sample kurma ceklat gak.. mintak2 la dia beli huk2.
sat 15/3
gi shoot wedding linda n partner (shahiri) or something. cantik gila make up dia ok.. but it costs around (blarrrrrrdy!!) RM800!! make up artist tu dtg dari indon.. he used to work on a contract basis with RTM.. i think so. dia ada lah tunjuk gambar2 dlm digicam dia.. dia dah make up dynas. .anita sarawak.. and the list goes on and on forever. hmmmm now im contemplating.. hehehhehe.. sayang.. boleh eyyhhhhhh.. 800.. sanggup tak? your soon-to-be wifey will look even more pretttttiiiiierrrrrrrr... boleh laa yehhhhh? hehehhehee.. :>
sun 16/3
pagi tak pegi mana.. dok umah je.. lipat baju skit2. tengahari raja amik.. gi jmpa client (i was supposed to keep quiet since i kinda despise this fella) tp in the end, i was the one who's mulut like popcorn. hmm.. typical me kot? lepas jumpa diorg.. gi matta fair.. sonok gak lah.. sonok kumpul flyer.. mcm biasa.. buat sampah. mmg tak book any package but i treat it more like a motivation for us to save more money and go holidaying =) isk.. cant wait to be wif u syg.. hukhuk!! nnt kita pegi jln2 sumer2 yeh? huk hukkkk.. ptg balik umah pastu kua balik gi beli nasik beriani kat mak.. mak still tak brp sihat.. biasa mak darah tinggi... tp kali ni low blood pressure lak.. haih im so worried.. hope she'll be fine soon :( and tomorrow's gonna be a long monday (dont we all just hate mondays???)
and just now.. went through some fotopages.. tot-tot.fp.. me and raja reaaaaaaaaallly like her cuppies!! cupcake + personalized doily box + sticker for RM2/pc!! can u believe it?? i hope the cuppies taste good though.. but it kinda worth the money since bebudak 'wunder'milk jual per box for a whopping RM5.50. damn.. see how ppl make money easily? i wish i knew how to bake.. tp utk mkn sendiri ok lah.. nak jual malas la.. oh.. im so getting that cuppies for me wedding!! ive spoken to the bubbly lady-owner.. she's agreed to keep the price at RM2 for me tho me wedding is on this yr end. thank god for that :) oh btw she knows abt me wedding gifts as well hehehe.. here's the sneak peak.. :D its gonna be cuuuuuuuutee!
ok lah. i fink thats all for now. amik ko.. bila tak update.. mmg tak update lansung.. sekali dah update.. aku recap seminggu hahaha.. hope i didnt miss a thang.
aku lega sgt2 sbb dpt abiskan wat album k aisyah. dpt submit everything today.. since shes going back to UK tomorrow. tp pada jugak lah.. 2-3 mlm kitorg tido kul 3-4 pagi. Raja pun sian sgt kt dia.. dia ada 2 job yg pending.. 2 hari tido kul 6-7 pagi. dgn projek notpot dia lagi tu.. iskisk sian syg org tupp.. meh nak re-cap.
monday 10/3
aku mc.. malas nak gi keje sebenarnye.. bg alasan sakit perut. tp tgh menses la pun. doc mcm bengang je hehehe. lantak lah. mak pun cuti ari ni. supposed balik penang tp mak tak sihat.. tak balik ngundi pun. speaking of which, aku takut la nnt.. tah ape nak jd dgn penang.. silap2 satu ari nnt aku takde kampung dah. god forbid! ari ni ingat nak gi buat medical check up tp takleh amik urine.. baik x yah gi je.
tuesday 11/3
gi kerja mcm biasa. malas gak sebenarnye. tp pegi je lah. nothing much happened, just that we went to the mines, had a meet up with a client (muaz - he's alexz's brova)
wed 12/3
took a day off today, went for medical check up at drs young n newton. i fuking hate the staff there. fucking arrogant n unfrendly to the bones!! damn. dont act like ure the doctor-know-all when ure just some bloody nurses whokayy!!? *(&@%*(@&%*@. i had to get my urine recheck since im on the verge of the 'closure of menses' err.. is there such word??? hehehe..
thurs 13/3
i finally popped the news to me boss and she looked bitter. well.. i know she's starting to love me (in a way of course) and she's started to hv faith in me since multaqa the other day. i worked my ass off and now it pays off! heck.. i told her that its hard for me to leave the department since im already closed with everybody else, its not about her, nor the fellas, i just need a career change. i told her i need to do something for myself, for my future. yeah i kept on babbling til i almost shed a tear.
ptg gi jmpa laila kurma.. gi beli lagi sample n kurma utk k ajue, esok dia nak dtg amik kat office. pastu mlm gi jmpa k malini.. dia nak test kurma.
fri 14/3
came late to office, had to go for another (blarrrrrrdy!!) urine test. as expected, i failed!!! not again!! i almost cried and yelled in front of d (blarrrrrrdy!!) doc. tapi doc tu sgt garang.. i kept cool and he gave me some meds. and now i must comply to the course or else i'll fail another test. demmitt!! and the meds cost me (blarrrrrrdy!!) RM63!! masuk office dah half day, no one in the office. sebaik boss tak marah. darsh helped me a lot la this morning.. dia dah masukkan story dlm web. kalau tak lg terkangkang la aku hari ni. boss gi tgk sedara dia meninggal.. kak bedah gi meeting benita (betina ke benita?? haha) fadol pegi solat jumaat.. za coti.. k aju n k shima mmg tgh maternity leave and darsh was on EL. fuh. sunyi sepi.
mlm pegi jumpa azian.. gi beli bekas teloq tembikar.. i kinda like her products.. lain dari yg lain.. pastu g jmpa lg sorang potential client dia nak sample kurma ceklat gak.. mintak2 la dia beli huk2.
sat 15/3
gi shoot wedding linda n partner (shahiri) or something. cantik gila make up dia ok.. but it costs around (blarrrrrrdy!!) RM800!! make up artist tu dtg dari indon.. he used to work on a contract basis with RTM.. i think so. dia ada lah tunjuk gambar2 dlm digicam dia.. dia dah make up dynas. .anita sarawak.. and the list goes on and on forever. hmmmm now im contemplating.. hehehhehe.. sayang.. boleh eyyhhhhhh.. 800.. sanggup tak? your soon-to-be wifey will look even more pretttttiiiiierrrrrrrr... boleh laa yehhhhh? hehehhehee.. :>
sun 16/3
pagi tak pegi mana.. dok umah je.. lipat baju skit2. tengahari raja amik.. gi jmpa client (i was supposed to keep quiet since i kinda despise this fella) tp in the end, i was the one who's mulut like popcorn. hmm.. typical me kot? lepas jumpa diorg.. gi matta fair.. sonok gak lah.. sonok kumpul flyer.. mcm biasa.. buat sampah. mmg tak book any package but i treat it more like a motivation for us to save more money and go holidaying =) isk.. cant wait to be wif u syg.. hukhuk!! nnt kita pegi jln2 sumer2 yeh? huk hukkkk.. ptg balik umah pastu kua balik gi beli nasik beriani kat mak.. mak still tak brp sihat.. biasa mak darah tinggi... tp kali ni low blood pressure lak.. haih im so worried.. hope she'll be fine soon :( and tomorrow's gonna be a long monday (dont we all just hate mondays???)
and just now.. went through some fotopages.. tot-tot.fp.. me and raja reaaaaaaaaallly like her cuppies!! cupcake + personalized doily box + sticker for RM2/pc!! can u believe it?? i hope the cuppies taste good though.. but it kinda worth the money since bebudak 'wunder'milk jual per box for a whopping RM5.50. damn.. see how ppl make money easily? i wish i knew how to bake.. tp utk mkn sendiri ok lah.. nak jual malas la.. oh.. im so getting that cuppies for me wedding!! ive spoken to the bubbly lady-owner.. she's agreed to keep the price at RM2 for me tho me wedding is on this yr end. thank god for that :) oh btw she knows abt me wedding gifts as well hehehe.. here's the sneak peak.. :D its gonna be cuuuuuuuutee!
ok lah. i fink thats all for now. amik ko.. bila tak update.. mmg tak update lansung.. sekali dah update.. aku recap seminggu hahaha.. hope i didnt miss a thang.
Friday, March 7, 2008
alhamdulillah..
im extremely happy today.. akhirnya aku berjaye dpt PETRONAS!! its like a dream come true to me.. ive been dying to get into petronas since i first worked. :) rasanya rejeki kawin kot?? heeeeeeeeeeee
alhamdulillah.. thank you ALLAH.. my prayer has been answered.. aku syukur sgt.. tp aku risau gak la takut tak perform kt sana.. aku rasa banyak yg aku lacking.. takpelah.. anggap la tu satu cabaran for me to polish and shine myself.
sedih gila gak sebenarnya.. nak kena tinggalkan org2 yg aku rapat kat bernama.. and diorg pun sedih bila aku ckp aku dpt keja sana.. i know theyre happy for me but deep inside.. semua org sedih. diorg ckp masa siti blah ari tu tak sedih sgt sbb diorg tak close dgn dia. im sure im gonna cry out loud later.. just wait for my last day in bernama. damn dont even want to imagine it!
i dunno whats gonna happen in the future.. hope everything will turn out well for me and raja.. a new life, new beginning..
smlm aku dgn raja borak lama sgt kat kedai din.. its been a while since we last had a deep and long talk.. and raja had been asking me abt kawen lately.. terharu sgt.. sbb all these while aku je yg dok sibuk tanya dia.. i know ive been pushing you hard sayang.. hehee im sorry yea.. cudnt help it. :p
looking forward to a better job, a better life ahead... insya allah.. hope ill be happy with my decision.. insya allah.. amin!!
alhamdulillah.. thank you ALLAH.. my prayer has been answered.. aku syukur sgt.. tp aku risau gak la takut tak perform kt sana.. aku rasa banyak yg aku lacking.. takpelah.. anggap la tu satu cabaran for me to polish and shine myself.
sedih gila gak sebenarnya.. nak kena tinggalkan org2 yg aku rapat kat bernama.. and diorg pun sedih bila aku ckp aku dpt keja sana.. i know theyre happy for me but deep inside.. semua org sedih. diorg ckp masa siti blah ari tu tak sedih sgt sbb diorg tak close dgn dia. im sure im gonna cry out loud later.. just wait for my last day in bernama. damn dont even want to imagine it!
i dunno whats gonna happen in the future.. hope everything will turn out well for me and raja.. a new life, new beginning..
smlm aku dgn raja borak lama sgt kat kedai din.. its been a while since we last had a deep and long talk.. and raja had been asking me abt kawen lately.. terharu sgt.. sbb all these while aku je yg dok sibuk tanya dia.. i know ive been pushing you hard sayang.. hehee im sorry yea.. cudnt help it. :p
looking forward to a better job, a better life ahead... insya allah.. hope ill be happy with my decision.. insya allah.. amin!!
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